Tonight…
Friday, November 14th, 2008What tonight?
I guess honorable mention goes to this:
I am a greedy slut.
I know, shocking. Right?
Next Time…
Wednesday, November 12th, 2008Next time you get the chance to do it, you will.
-shudder-
The fight left me in that moment. Yesterday morning, I made sure he hadn’t changed his mind but I knew better than to argue when he said ‘yes.’
I did it. It was what I needed, but my head wasn’t in it. I didn’t really want [...]
Eleven Hours
Monday, November 3rd, 2008That’s how long I was on the road, three hours more than I expected to be. -growls- I wouldn’t have taken up the extra leg but…well, I’ve got shit to handle. And the point I’d have been trying to make would have been completely lost and serve no purpose other than to give me more [...]
Text Me
Friday, October 31st, 2008Today was a long one on so many levels. I’m sitting here wishing I were asleep but I know I won’t be able to write tomorrow and I’ll probably lose my train of thought by then…so…
So…
Thursday, October 30th, 2008I got to see Carter!
Bouncing Ball
Saturday, October 25th, 2008I knew it was a good idea to not pass up on getting fucked. Knew it!
We’ve tried, unsuccessfully, for the past…three days? four?…to get some time together. That’s not counting all the other foiled attempts - just the consecutive days. I’m almost to the point where I see every relatively attractive man as a slab [...]
Well Damn
Wednesday, October 15th, 2008All but two of the pictures I was going to post are too small. Leave it to me to forget to change my settings back to 1024. -sigh-
Oh well. I still have ducks!
Blame
Tuesday, October 14th, 2008I’m gonna put it all on the moon.
I’d been insane for the last few days. Part of it was because of all the internal conflict with Carter but there was something magnifying that, fueling it. I broke down and started crying at one point yesterday - for no real reason - and stopped myself.
It was [...]
Caro! Smut! Caro! Lookit!
Tuesday, October 7th, 2008Hey ho!
Brownie Points
Tuesday, October 7th, 2008I gave him a list of ‘transgressions.’
I told him things about Esteban.
He says he’s not him.
I say it’s so close it’s scary sometimes.
I was still livid but I saw that for what it was and I told him what was wrong.
I had to do it through text. (I’m an impatient lil bitch and I’d been [...]
