Delayed Reactions
Sunday, May 11th, 2008Okay, first I have something I’ve got to say and I can’t believe I let this part slip.
Attack of the Warm Fuzzies
Friday, November 30th, 2007I had a dream yesterday that left me ill. ’He’ was back. It wasn’t a bad dream, per se, but the aftereffects lasted quite some time. I couldn’t seem to shake them unless I managed to drown myself in something that required focus. It wasn’t too hard to do that, but as soon as I [...]
Indian Giver
Saturday, October 27th, 2007Once upon a time, I don’t exactly remember when or why…maybe a looming birthday or one of those Hallmark ‘thinking of you’ moments…I ended up in a bear shoppe. It was an early version of Build-a-Bear, I guess, with bears of all shades lining shelves along the wall below their cute little outfits. Policemen, firemen, [...]
No more.
Sunday, October 21st, 2007We’ve had one of the most disturbing conversations to date and I’ve realized something. The only time we truly talk is when we fight.
I’m so very, very tired.
The irony is just…astounding. To think that my ‘if I were there’ from almost 9 months ago - that was oh, so wrong - is now his song [...]
Of The Father…
Saturday, October 6th, 2007More, anyway.
…someone I can talk to about anything and everything…or nothing…for hours on end. That makes it easier to talk about the big things.
…someone who is supportive, who encourages me, who helps me stand when I fall, who dries my tears. That builds faith.
…someone who can make me smile, maybe even laugh, especially after a [...]
Crisis Of Faith
Friday, September 28th, 2007I realized the other day that I have no faith…in him or in ‘us.’
I’ve hoped but hope isn’t enough. It’s nowhere near as strong as faith.
…and I have no faith.
Needless to say, I’ve got a lot to figure out.
It may be quieter than usual around here.
Deeply
Wednesday, August 29th, 2007Pretty much, in all battles of the heart over the mind, go with your heart.
Because, truly, dara, it’s a lot easier for your mind to catch up with your heart, than for your heart to catch up with your mind. A whole lot.
The Universe
Luna’s confirmed. They’re not ‘originals’ but it’s relevant today.
I’ve carried some pretty [...]





